A Blue Threat

Everything has a story!” she said, cutting into my words about a favorite item from a mutual friend and continuing on with her diatribe I had already heard too many times. I felt my story’s value lessened by her sharp words and withdrew quietly.

Yes, everything does have a story, but what are we but our stories. If mine have less value does that mean I have less value?

It wasn’t the first time such a statement had come from her mouth and I was silently wondering at the possible outcome of this newfound friendship. The first time it happened I had been listening, in a very tired state, of her childhood stories and neighbors I would never have opportunity to meet. I nodded appropriately on occasion and attempted to ask questions. Apparently I had little to offer that contributed to the conversation for she seldom acknowledged my responses.

I took a short lull in the one sided conversation to start a story about an occurrence that related to the last one she told. Part way through she interjected with a brusk “Is there even a point to this?” At which I turned, smiled and as sweetly as I could said, “Maybe not.” Maybe there is no point in any of this I thought to myself. Maybe not. I was overcome with the desire to bolt at that moment, but was tired and it was late and I was relatively comfortable staying put for the night. So I did.

During several visits over the next few weeks her story was much the same. Her issues, her aches and pains, her day to day difficulties, her baggage, her routine, her, her, her. My input often interrupted and negated, she laughed off my attempts to inject my own thoughts and ideas into our activities. I felt the friendship slipping through my fingers, saturating an already stained carpet full of holes.

Lastly, a crisis on my part brought an offer of assist from her and I accepted. Apparently I didn’t say thank you enough or listen intently enough to the same tired stories or grovel deeply enough in gratitude, and she flew off the handle at my mental exhaustion before she was done with me. There was no empathy on her part, only greed for more satisfaction, greed for more attention and growing anger mixed with a loud voice cutting through my oasis of home.

I remained calm and lowered my voice in an attempt to instill stability under the heated darts of her voice, but no matter how I replied it was an incorrect vocalization. I touched her hand too soon … too late … not enough.

With relief I allowed her to carry out the threats of leaving, hoping I might get a few hours sleep before morning came. Her vehicle pulled away, I turned off the light and breathed a sigh of relief. I spent the next hour listening to the soft rain, the tree frogs,  the cacophony of silence, and knew I had just escaped the wrath of insanity.

The next day a casual breezy voice mail told me she had arrived home safe and sound and to call sometime.

Probably not. Vanilla. Who needs it.

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She Wolf Howls

T'was a misty morn in the hills ...

... as I tore the armor from her teats.

The shell of the she wolf lay sprawled in my bed ...

... she had no guise as an angel.

The sun set for the night ...

... and the sloping hills filled with her howls.

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Sharp Things That Hurt

If you know me well, you know I fear needles. Unless they are to be inserted into someone else by myself. Then they turn me on. In that peculiar way so many things do. Long ago I would actually faint at the mere sight of them.

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His face contorted and teeth ground together as growls and cries emitted from his innards. But his hands were bone dry and his body parts did not move one iota. In between gasps for breath he repeated, “I’m fine, I’m fine, more please! Ma’am.”

Removing my eyes from the punctures already made, I looked deep into him and saw pleasure. My purple gloved hands picked up another 20G, uncapped it, and plunged it through the skin of his penis. He screamed. Yes!

One after the other I placed them in a tidy row along the under side of his shaft. First pinching the skin up then plunging the needle through, one side and the other. He was juiced. I caressed his manhood between each of my thrusts,  maintaining its’ attention and to reassure myself  he was ready for the next. As soon as the thrashing of his upper body slowed I speared the next flap of semi loose skin.

When he settled, I flicked the whole mess with my forefinger, twisted them and pulled at the skin. Blew softly over the dripping head and allowed a drop of my spittle to fall upon it. When I could find no more space to insert needles the alcohol bottle was uncapped and I drew up 1 cc into a syringe, inserted the plastic tip into the opening and gave him a quick verbal warning. “This will be cold. And hurt like hell”.

I pushed the plunger.

My face hurt from the giddy smile I wore. His agony was my pleasure.

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I yanked the needles roughly out of their places and dropped them into a sturdy container. Poured alcohol over the pulsing slightly bleeding stump in my hand, and instilled more alcohol, then squeezed and milked until he exploded.

His contortions were alarming,  yet excited me more. His hands remained dry… our signal that events were proceeding in a pleasant way; and he crawled through the glass shards of love for the first time.

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Disclaimer; NEVER instill alcohol into the bladder! It can KILL a person. This story is a fantasy ONLY. (1/4 cc won’t kill anyone but it will make them wish they didn’t have a penis anymore. The sting will subside. It is very caustic to the urethra although and the recipient should drink LOTS of water beforehand and afterward to flush the urethra.)

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To; My Spidr Bait

Ice for blood.

Can you feel Me?, breathing down your neck. Hot saliva drips from my open mouth onto your shoulder and spine. Sharp teeth at the ready. Ready to bite. Closing in on the soft spot at the side of your neck. My breath lays fire along your spine creating a quiver of anticipation and I watch you shudder.

Laughter fills my brain as I quietly tend the bleeding site my teeth just slid out from. Sucking at the wound and licking from side to side. Slurping at your neck hot breath fills the empty spaces in your ear.

I see you lurking about my cyber world, hoping to catch a glimpse of Me through an open window. But the window is so tiny, only a few seconds wide at times, and often blurry. Your vision blurred by the web, you pop in and out like a jack-in-the-box only to be deflated and more hopeful.

Each minute gift of lust and pain I extend to you creates rivers of gooey faithfulness. Tiring of my cruelties you leave my world for days on end only to hate lost possibilities even more.

Crawl. Through the broken glass of love. Through the misery of my presence. Through the torture of waiting. While I sink my teeth deeper into your next soft spot.

Written especially for “a”. With affection.

Spidr

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Nothing In Particular

Having parted with rowdy almost three months ago, on less than pleasant circumstances, my world has shifted. Not good, not bad, just a shift. I relate the circumstance to lack of adequate communication. I understand life gets in the way of a lot of things, but it should never get in the way of communication.

Right now I feel as though I am throwing pebbles in a raging river in an attempt to stop the flow.

I’ve acquired a few new toys lately, but am still without a proper bullwhip. I’ve also tried my hand at a new fetish, hair cutting, for the first time. This will require some slow dancing for sure.

On a lighter note, birds are singing in January and the narcissus are up. After all that snow. Who would have guessed.

Spidr

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Long Island Reds

I slapped his face over and over with the red leather gloves. Unfortunately I had missed one small stone and it remained in the glove creating an extra punch with each slap I asserted onto him.

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Strolling a Long Island beach early one morning I pulled the cashmere wrap closer around me and was grateful for the red leather gloves. My shoes were missing. I had not been to bed yet and after the all night play party had an overwhelming urge to feel the surf around my ankles and breath the salty air. It was chilly as the dawn rose and twinkled off the sea.

I walked for miles and my feet were numb from the cold water and sand when a great rock appeared and I parked myself on it. I sat and savored the sound of waves crashing, gulls crying and crabs skitteling among the rocks. Mornings are a magic time and sunrise more so. I basked in the mist and rising warmth of sunshine.

Having my fill I took a few long deep breaths and studied my immediate surroundings. Small white stones, still shiny from the sea, covered the sand around my feet. Sea washed glass glittered and a few pieces of seaweed chained them all together in a mermaid necklace. I smiled like a small child finding a special treasure.

Carefully choosing a large hand full of stones I struggled with how to carry them back. No pockets. No undies or bra. No purse. I removed a red leather glove and filled it with the stones. I pulled the scarf around myself fending off the still chill breeze and made my way back.

I found you there, in my bed. With a pretty little submissive girl. Pounding away at her backside as she squealed and knotted my sheets in her clenched fists. I stood watching as you made the final approach, jerking and spasming deep inside her. In spite of my anger I felt myself react damply.

Before you made the final twitch I stepped forward and with all I had at hand the glove filled with stones, I struck your backside. Flinging the stone filled glove over and over at your rump. Realizing the damage it could do as I began striking your face when you rolled off her I dumped them on the table. You cried out. So did she. Apologizing. Fearful of my wrath. Squirming to get away. Covering your face. I struck over and over with the red leather glove.

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The next day your right cheek was covered with small round bruises and you continued to hold your head high in defiance. I was still shaking with anger as I removed the collar from your neck and sent you back to Mistress Pamela with a note pinned to your nipple explaining the situation and your defiance at being trained.

One white stone in your mouth you exited, naked, to tramp the 4 miles back to her home. Long Islanders are quite used to seeing unusual things on the beach. I expect you will arrive without being arrested for indecent exposure.

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The Hair Cut

Thanks to Jana for the pics!

Candle light glinted off the little stainless steel folding table sitting cocked to an angle next to the leather play table. A sparkling white silk cloth covered the contents of the medical table. I suspected the cloth of covering an array of sharp glinting metal objects all capable of nipping and cutting. That thought and the flickering candlelight softening the room were a contradiction that felt very reassuring to me in view of what was about to happen.

I stepped up to the leather table and lay down on it face up. Far enough up to allow my 3 foot long tresses flow over and down the top end, almost touching the floor. I began to pace my breathing, slow it some, relieve some of the tension. I only became more excited laying on the cold table in the warm room. The walls flickered in a bathe of candle light and soft music crept into my ears. My body began to relax.

I had laid out the scissors, shining and spotless, in neat rows onto the stainless table and draped a white silk cloth over them, lit candles around the room and set the timer on the music.  The young woman had received her instructions the day before and I had every belief she would follow them to the letter.

The letter had stated; “Be in attendance at 9:15. Present your self after bathing and dressing in a pair of white satin panties and a long dress that fits the top half snugly and is flowing from the waist down. Wear your hair loose. Enter the room and take a moment to collect your bearings, then lay on the table face up and wait for Me.”

She did as she was told and I watched her through the peep hole as she slid onto the table. I saw her take in the room, the cold steel table with a satin cover, the candle light and the play table. I watched her settle in, nervously find a place for her hands to rest and finally take a few long slow breaths and begin to relax.  I continued to watch long after the music started to softly play. Watched as she relaxed and almost became drowsy, then become fidgety and wondering about my appearance.

Silently I slipped into the room and stood above her head and gazed at the golden red locks cascading over the edge of the table in waves of sensuality, the light dancing on the loose curls. Her eyes were closed and my hand reached out to cautiously touch her hair. Gently, to not disturb her rest. My fingertips barely touched heightened in sensuality.

Photo credit; this and the above photo taken by a friend of Jana's.

She sensed my presence and her eyes involuntarily opened to looked toward me. I smiled at her and she returned her own to me. Bending to kiss her gently on the lips I whispered in her ear reassurances of our trust in each other. Her grin grew, her eyes closed and a sigh of pure bliss engulfed her.

I sat in the chair near her head and continued my ministrations to her flowing red river of hair cascading around my hands now smothered in tendrils of silk. Stroking, sweeping, raking my parted fingers through it I began to tug at her scalp, wrapping my hand firmly within the mass and twisting gentle then harder. One place then another. My face close I inhaled her scent as I parted her hair between my fingers and let it slide through them slowly enjoying the feel of every follicle. I buried my face in handfuls of rumpled red silk and pressed it to myself.

I felt Her playing in my hair, tugging it, smoothing it, combing it with Her fingers, pressing it to Her face and her breath upon my scalp. Every touch brought more shivers to my body, shivers of excitement. I ached in places deep within. I craved for more touch, deeper touch, but kept my eyes closed and my mind focused on the immediate touch She played about my hair. I could feel the weight of it hanging over the edge. I could feel that weight lifted when She did so.

Rising from my chair and turning my attention to the steel table the silk cover was discarded and the scissors exposed to me. Bright, shiny, sharp, several choices. I choose a pair of shears and moved to the foot of the table. Her legs had parted and the voluminous dress was silhouetting her calves, thighs and the sweet warm spot bursting with aroma and nectar higher up. I brushed her exposed ankles with my hand, reached for the hem of the skirt and began cutting. Slowly and methodically I cut up the center of the skirt until the point found her flesh, warm and wet. Nudging the scissors under the edge of the white satin panties I let the sharp blade slide over her sensitive parts and listened to her animalistic groans of surrender and excitement.

I traced up and down her thighs with the point embedded in her flesh leaving red trails of unbroken skin. I edged the tip under her panties again and very slowly cut the crotch over the bottom edge of her pubic bone and lay the heavy cold blade over her pulsating clit. She cried out then in glorious agony and anticipation. Shushing her I moved the scissors further along the dress, up over her quivering belly and between her breasts I slowly cut, the sound of metal blades passing over one another and the steel blade running along her skin. The final cut of the blade released her breasts from their bondage and they spilled out.

I pressed the closed scissors to the side of her face and pulled them along her cheek and under her nose as she inhaled her scent on them. Then across her lips parted now to savor what little flavor she could from the shiny slick blades.

Choosing a new pair of cutting implements, a pair of long nosed hair stylist scissors I lay the closed tools tip against her breast next to the nipple. I dragged it around her nipple pressing it in deeply without cutting the flesh. I pressed the point flattened into the nipple itself and watched her gasp, sputter and writhe around without moving the tortured breast. I teased both of them until I thought she could take no more and might spill her safe word.

Kissing her again, I forced her eyes open to look deeply into mine as reassurance of my bond to her and her to me. I choose another large pair of shears and sat down at her head. I tugged harder this time digging my fists into balls of hair, masses of red hair swarming around my hands. I covered her face with her own hair and smothered her with it. I tied it in knots. I yanked the knots out. I covered my own face and head in her swirling mass of shimmering red locks.

Then I cut.

Huge hunks of red strands fell to the floor. I grabbed a handful and scalped it close to her head. Dropped into the growing pile on my bare feet and legs. I watched her breasts heave as she gasped and whimpered at my every aggressive cut. I watched her nipples harden further and inhaled her growing scent and sensed it seeping and soaking the table under her buttocks. I snipped short pieces of beautiful long red hair from close around her face. I recut places that were still longish. I watched her tears swell and run down her face and into the hair still upon her head soaking what she had left. She sobbed with great gulping motions and I stopped.

The scissors slipped from my hand and clanged to the floor. I bent to her face to kiss  her tears, her eyes, her mouth, her scalp and her ruined hair. Gazing at the uneven mess of short curly red tangles I loved her more. I loved her for the trust and her submission. I loved her for her passion and sacrifice.

The next day I was allowed a hand mirror to view my hair, or what was left of it anyway. I was prepared to have the tears return when I looked at myself but they did not. Instead I looked with pride at my shorn locks, my scalp showing in a few places and admired the lovely shape of my head, the beauty in the ruined mess with differing lengths of red curls sticking out this way and that.

I was allowed to keep a single lock of the longest curls tied in a purple ribbon and to hang on my bathroom mirror as a reminder of my vanity and the ability to allow its return someday at my Mistress’s pleasure. The rest was gathered up by myself, placed in a brown paper bag and donated to a wig factory.

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